song of the moment - feel it now

song of the moment
feel it now
black rebel motorcycle club

and all my sorrows awaken
and all my fears run down
i turn myself into an angel
i run myself into the ground

i'm on my own i'm sure i'll feel it now
i'm on my own i'm sure i'll know it now

and all the reasons invading
twist and turn my aching soul
i leave myself behind in pieces
i know you'll need them when i'm gone

i'm on my own i'm sure i'll know it now
i'm on my own i'm sure i'll feel it now

i'll never see again
i'll never see again
the worst has come i've fallen in

i'll never see again
i'll never see again
the worst has come i've fallen in

i'm on my own i'm sure i'll feel it now
i'm on my own i'm sure i'll know it now
i'm on my own i'm sure i'll feel it now
i'm on my own i'm sure i'll know it now

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There's something about being surrounded by family that has a way of making me feel completely alone.

I really hate Christmas.