song of the moment - one of these days

song of the moment
one of these days
gloria

song of the moment - one more time with feeling

song of the moment
one more time with feeling
regina spektor





your stitches are all out
but your scars are healing wrong
and the helium balloon inside your room has come undone
and it's pushing up at the ceiling
and the flickering lights it cannot get beyond

oh everyone takes turns
now it's yours to play the part
and they're sitting all around you
holding copies of your chart
and the misery inside their eyes is
synchronized and reflecting it to yours

hold on
one more time with feeling
try it again, breathing's just a rhythm
say it in your mind until you know that the words are right
this is why we fight

you thought by now you'd be
so much better than you are
you thought by now they'd see
that you had come so far

and the pride inside their eyes
would synchronize into a love you've never known
so much more than you've been shown

hold on
one more time with feeling
try it again, breathing's just a rhythm
say it in your mind, until you know that the words are right

this is why we fight
this is why we fight

song of the moment - moving mountains

song of the moment
moving mountains
skylar grey

song of the moment - coming up strangers

song of the moment
coming up strangers
zoe sky jordan

song of the moment - in my mind

song of the moment
in my mind
amanda palmer




in my mind
in a future five years from now
i'm one hundred and twenty pounds
and i never get hung over
because i will be the picture of discipline
never minding what state i'm in
and i will be someone i admire
and it's funny how i imagined
that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how to see
that i am not exactly the person that i thought i'd be

and in my mind
in the faraway here and now
i've become in control somehow
and i never lose my wallet
because i will be the picture of of discipline
never fucking up anything
and i'll be a good defensive driver
and it's funny how i imagined
that i would be that person now
but it does not seem to have happened
maybe i've just forgotten how to see
that i'll never be the person that i thought i'd be

and in my mind
when i'm old i am beautiful
planting tulips and vegetables
which i will mindfully watch over
not like me now
i'm so busy with everything
that i don't look at anything
but i'm sure i'll look when i am older
and it's funny how i imagined
that i could be that person now
but that's not what i want
but that's what i wanted
and i'd be giving up somehow
how strange to see
that i don't wanna be the person that i want to be

and in my mind
i imagine so many things
things that aren't really happening
and when they put me in the ground
i'll start pounding the lid
saying i haven't finished yet
i still have a tattoo to get
that says i'm living in the moment
and it's funny how i imagined
that i could win this, win this fight
but maybe it isn't all that funny
that i've been fighting all my life
but maybe i have to think it's funny
if i wanna live before i die
and maybe it's funniest of all
to think i'll die before i actually see
that i am exactly the person that i want to be

fuck yes
i am exactly the person that i want to be